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Regrets

I regret the lies,
The good byes,
What ever happened.

I would have changed,
But know its all arranged.
My regrets about you build.

You lied and lied
While i stood there and cried.
Why couldnt you see?
Now i regret you being with me.


my best friend wrote this for me to help my on my homework for english. hope u liked it!

Story of my Life

RSVP Regrets Only
_{by Linda Pastan} 

I regret that i can't come.
I regret that moment we met
and the way you pretended.
I regret the sun that day,
its warmth so artificial,
and I regret the way pain
has taught me nothing.
I regret this invitation,
its phony formality,
its ink coming off like sin
on my clean fingers.
Since the day I met you,
I regret everything.


idk, this just really spoke to me in english one day and i just had to put it up.

Uhhh!!!!

I AM SO SICK OF HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so today in history, we're playing this game to help us get ready for our quiz. i go up and try to answer the question but end up repeating wat the other girl said. so on my way back to my seat, my ex just has to make a comment and he just all like "u shouldn't have answered" so it's just like, thanks for making me feel worse. idk wat it is, but i feel like he's out to get me or something. to make my life worse then it already is. well, that's not going to stop me. even though i started high school in the worst way, ive got some pretty good friends and good grades so far. i mean, he said he wanted to be friends right? wrong. the dudes a friggin nightmare come alive. ive already had to deal with one hell on earth and im NOT going to go through that again.

6th Period Friday

Okay, in 6th period on friday, my ex and one of his new friends were sitting next to each other when we circled up, and almost right away, my teacher told one of them to switch places with someone else in the class. so, i just HAD to write SOMETHING for it. it's pretty bad, but i think it captures my point. here's wat i wrote during class today:


It's all too obvious he has at least a little love for her and it's just unbelievable. He's always so dead when he or she is moved. he's distant and dead and depressed. it's so sad... for him. it's almost as if he doesn't know how to smile if she's not next to him in class. but she's the same way, only a little less. but it's sad all the same way. i swear, it kills me sometimes how lost he seems. unless im totally miss-reading all of this, i'm sure im at least mostly right... i haven't been wrong yet. lets see how much longer my streak will last. 


so yea, that's wat i was thinking today in 6th period.

and i aced my english quiz! can u believe it?!?!?!?!?!?!? only 19 out of 26 kids in my class got 100% and i was one of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait till i can start diving again though, i hate being out of the water.

At school...So bored!

Wat up people. curently at school using a school computer. hope yr not all as bored as i am. although i really should be studying for my english quiz today. idk how my teacher is going to give it too us... and i sure as hell am not going to wish for anything. don't u just hate it when u wish for something and the complete opposite happens? or wen you wish for the opposite of wat u want to happen and it happens anyway. it has been like that for me for the past few months. i kept praying and wishing things would go well between me and my bf, and wat happens? he dumps me. whenever i wish for something good, bad things happen. wenever i wish for the opposite, wat i wished for happens. little bit of adice from me, stop wishing and just go with watever is happening. it sucks though that i can't seem to be able to download safari on the school computer. we should be using it instead of internet explorer. safari is so much betteR. AM I RIGHT PEOPLE WHO USE SAFARI?!?!?!? plus, i see people EVERYWHERE around school with ipones and touchscreens, while i have a stupid little flip phone that ran out of mins yesterday. CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?!? anyway im gunna go and study for my friggin ass english quiz. L8R!!!!!!!!



the words i know for my quiz:

rue: v. to regret
admonish: v. to scold or repremend
disheveled: adj. messy or untidy

^ that's all i know..... out of ten! wish me luck!!!!!!!

Swim Team Retreat!

We started out making our shirts and i swear, there was no more room on my for any signatures. then we had initiation. it was so weird cuz we had to put on fins, a life vest, and goggle and spin around bent over a bat 3 times, run over to chairs and look for a letter in a pie tin filled with shit. there was ketchup, whip cream, peanut butter, jelly, and mustard (not in that order). i was last and had to look through the mustard, but i couldn't see out of the goggles so i didn't really know where i was going. so when i got to the chair for my group, i just stuck my face in the pie tin and swallowed a whole chunk of mustard. at first i thought it was vomit cuz that's wat it tasted like to me. so when i got back to my group with my letter, i just started hacking and coughing and spitting out as much mustard as i could. a lot of it got up my nose too. my group was the first 1 to get the word right so one of the captians said we could go clean up and i was the first one up the stairs and into the kitchen. i just started blowing my nose and washing my mouth and face, but i still had that taste in my mouth. when i was finally clean enough i had a soda and that got rid of the taste. after that, everyone went back outside and had to wait for some of the captains to get back with personalized candles for us. everyone had to go up to someone and say something nice about them and pass on the flame. one of the girls' candles melted enough that some of it fell on the grass and it was still burning so she stomped it out. it wasn't big though. when everyone had their candle lit we just had a moment of silence then blew our candles out together. after that we all went inside and downstairs to the basement and took turns making cookies upstairs while everyone else was watching Mary Poppins. One of the girls on the team loves the movie so much she just planted herself in front of the TV. me and one of my friends braided one of our friends' hair into nine braids, then into 3 braids, then into one. it was the best braid i have ever done! some people fell asleep pretty early but not very. the ones who stayed awake (including me) watched 21 Jump Street and House Bunnies. Some of the girls went outside and started star tipping and it was HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!! i didn't do it cuz i was too late. a few more people fell asleep while the rest of us were in the kitchen playing 10 fingers (which was also pretty funny). when we wanted to go back into the living room, one of the girls was asleep on the couch so we literally lifted her off. I just went back to my sleeping bag and fell asleep. but i was 1/2 and hour away from pulling an all nighter. so i only go 2 hours of sleep last night. but it was fun! definitely going to go next year too!

Here's the braid!

And my Shirt. Front then back.