Letting Go

Y do memories always have to be haunting? even the good ones can turn into nightmares. sometimes i wish i could clear my memory of everything and just start over. at least then i wouldn't have to deal with the heartache. but sometimes you just don't want to forget. i wish i could, but i don't want to. i may be haunted by them everyday, all day, but sometimes i see them as the best time of my life. even though those days are over, they still mean a lot to me. not only because i got be meet and be with an awesome person, but because i got to experience something new and real. even though he may has moved on, sometimes i just don't want to (even if i should) because i finally have good memories about my past instead of the hell on earth i remember everyday from my 1st school. sometimes haunting memories can be the best and really help u get through tough times. that's y i'm not ready to totally let go... at least not yet.